wow...sorry
yeah,...so much updating is needed...
the basic "jist" is that I went from 65-70 hours a week at work...and now i'm "rockin" 25-35...
with half the "dedicated" work time than I'm used to in the last two years...well...i've been...goin crazy....like REALLY crazy..."case in point"!!!.....it's 6am...on a Saturday (well technically Sunday morning)...i'm STILL awake...and drunk (and other things)...I'm pretty sure my liver hates me...it's probably on strike right now...marching around my pancreas (sp?) with a sign that reads something along the lines of "stop abuse" or "moderation now!"....or whatever.
I'm acting 20 in body that has 27 year old limits...the excess of youth, with the physical consequences of age...the attitude I love with the "jade-ed-ness" i've grown in to...
why is it, that once we realize the joy's and indestructable pleasure of youth...we are...at that time...usually...to destructable and morbid...to REALLY let go of our pre-conceved notions regarding wisdom and the reality of life...to truly enjoy the the return to innocence that we deserve....
has my memory faded so much...or has my view on "what was" become a "veil"...covering what I've been....
Or is this all just the ramblings of an insomniac drunk??
Promise....
If I remember...(big IF)...when I awake...I'll "fill in the blanks" tomorrow....I promise....
of course, by promise...I mean....do my best to accomplish....so...we'll see....
night!night!
the basic "jist" is that I went from 65-70 hours a week at work...and now i'm "rockin" 25-35...
with half the "dedicated" work time than I'm used to in the last two years...well...i've been...goin crazy....like REALLY crazy..."case in point"!!!.....it's 6am...on a Saturday (well technically Sunday morning)...i'm STILL awake...and drunk (and other things)...I'm pretty sure my liver hates me...it's probably on strike right now...marching around my pancreas (sp?) with a sign that reads something along the lines of "stop abuse" or "moderation now!"....or whatever.
I'm acting 20 in body that has 27 year old limits...the excess of youth, with the physical consequences of age...the attitude I love with the "jade-ed-ness" i've grown in to...
why is it, that once we realize the joy's and indestructable pleasure of youth...we are...at that time...usually...to destructable and morbid...to REALLY let go of our pre-conceved notions regarding wisdom and the reality of life...to truly enjoy the the return to innocence that we deserve....
has my memory faded so much...or has my view on "what was" become a "veil"...covering what I've been....
Or is this all just the ramblings of an insomniac drunk??
Promise....
If I remember...(big IF)...when I awake...I'll "fill in the blanks" tomorrow....I promise....
of course, by promise...I mean....do my best to accomplish....so...we'll see....
night!night!
posted by djmetronome at 7:33 AM
10 Comments:
i'm sure you're still asleep at this hour (9am PST), and if you're not, GO TO BED. but it sounds like you're having fun. and i don't think there is anything wrong with that - whether 20 or 27. as long as your safe while doing it, i say "party on!"
You know...I spent years 19-24 in a giant drunken drugged up stupor. I don't remember a lot of it. It makes me sad really. I still drink, but only on occasion. I don't think your memory has changed, I think you have changed. Probably for the better. Everything we were makes us who we ARE. Embrace that. I try to embrace what I can remember.
We are the sum of all our experiences. Good or bad, who we become, depends on how we choose to deal with them.
Sounds like your having a great time! Hope your not suffering too much from drunken insomnia.
you type pretty well for a drunk dude.
I'd have to agree about the typing thing. I've seen my sister tipsy, and there's not way she could type.
not*
Apparently I can't type either, and I'm sober.
missed ya!
write more, drunk or sober!
Ohmigod I LOVE drunken ramblings. We should all have more of these!
Bravo!
The most important thing is that you're drunk.
Don't complain, you are still 27 and fabulous, that is better than 20 and you can legally say you are drunk and having a blast of your life.
There is nothing better than being drunk at 6 am on a saturday :P
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